Tuesday, August 01, 2006

*||tired.restless.annoying||*

busy busy..busy all around the clock..sigh..it really took me so long to come here and write again..time is NOT ENOUGH for me!! arg!! i want to have more time to rest.to study.to play..sigh..it's really stressing me up..not because there's too much homework or whatsoever..it's just because there are full of tests for this week..sigh..it's just going to drive me mad..restless..somemore bad news are always coming to me in no meantime..sigh..social studies and english standardised tests..i've FAILED!!! arg!! get sick about it...i've predicted it ages ago and i've got it right..BINGO!!! however i've did my best..so i doesn't have much hatred in myeslf ..only for the english st..got loads of careless mistakes..and i don't wanna mention it anymore..sigh..it's just an old habit..but why should i've to get this kind of stupid guessing right when it's supposed to be like a kind of bad thing to me?? i should have predicted it wrongly right?? sigh.. don't know what on earth am i talking about..forget it..in short..i'm just an unlucky person where all the bad things are going to happen to me...sigh..i'm tired..need more time to rest..you know what..yesterday went to revise for my biology test..and i was just like a dead person..revising and at the same time..sleeping..waking up by a sudden shock which was made by myself and continued revising..in a few minutes later..fell alseep again..i thought of all sort of ways to wake myself up..drank chinese tea..ate green apple..by to no "cure"..[nah.can't drink coffee cos may be addicted to it.haha=)]..so no choice have to jump into my bed and zzz SLEEP!!.a few seconds later, guess what.. i was in my dreamland ..sleeping deep..when out of sudden my mum suddenly woke me up and it's so called woke me up..i'm so tired already yet she wanna me to wake up..sigh...so i just open my eyes a little..and you know what she told me..woa!! you so early sleep ler arh??..oh my god..such a lame question lor..having such a deep sleep in the end i was waken up by my mum and answering her 'question'..but i do know that she's just concern about me.. thought i was died from continous reading...guess she definitely thought that i was going to be insane if this's going to continue..haha=)..whatever..so today got to read my biology textbook and worksheet again to recap my memory cos today no biology test..arg!! wasted my time in revising yesterday.. and somemore today i've woken up around 4.30am just to finish up my revision..how torturing..sigh...in the end no test..now i'm going to revise it agian and i guess this should be the third time already..sigh..don't care..i'll revise it again..i'll strive for it!!
needs plently of rest

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