today really driven me crazy cos of the english oral exam and also the social studies standardised test..oh my god...i'm so nervous you know..sigh..espeically the oral..the st i don't seems to be concerning too much about it cos i really don't know where to put my concentration to.. st or oral..i don't know!! well.. in the end you should know what happened...doom..my st is going to fail!!..sigh...is very difficult..or should i say..we don't have enough time instead...sigh..oral..oral..oral..i've been avoiding myself from praticing all this while cos i'm s scared and i couldn't picked up my courage to face it..alright alright..in the end i still have to face it..sigh..so i kept on practising..i know my dead end is going to be near..so after school..we just have to PRACTICE!!..sigh..i know i'm in a last minute work but i really have to give it a try.. to see if this works for me..practising all the way till it's my turn...when it's my turn..gosh..especially nervous and panic-stricken...i read through the passage and stuff...and what came out from my mouth in the end..are just those stumble over words..sigh..what's wrong with me?? maybe i'm too nervous..sigh..and i know i was really that nervous because i was perspiring heavily..non-stop...it's really took me some time to make myself cool down...i mean after the oral..sigh..what's done is done..there's no way turning back anymore...however..feel relief..at last..i've completed my task..the most torturing ones...[i really guess correctly,the other group that has participated in the chinese competition has get to the final!!yeah..happy for them..congrate to you all!! but a little disappointed in myself.sigh..don't care anymore..haha]
heaved a sigh of relief
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