long time didn't write here cos no time to write.i've been busying all this while.busy. busy. busy.i don't even have the time to rest.sigh.i know i'm wasting my own precious time now.but i really want to shout it all out.my feeling.my emotion and that's it.nowadays, so much things to do.projects.homework.somemore i've to prepare for tests.sigh.i really don't know how to deal with it.the webquest is really driving me crazy.really.initially i really don't wanna talk about it.however, i can't.i've enough of it.stress up.ah!!! it's seems to be endless.the project didn't seems to get done forever.i've enough already.tons of thing haven't do yet.i really don't know what to say now.sooner or later, i'll definitely get depression. you all will be seeing me in the mental hospital and i really mean it..i'm so STRESS.or should i just say, DESERVE MI RIGHT..do my task in the very last minutes.but i really try my best to find all sort of information already.it's just that i really don't know how to edit my words.find lots of information that's is useless but it's really hard to find.well, you should know it for those who's in the role of project director..how difficult to find it.furthermore most of the information we need to find it's not found in internet.gosh..sick..you thought i don't wanna do it during the holidays.no of course not.it's just that i've other stuff to do and all have driven me crazy.i really wanna take a break.i've not taken a one day break since june holidays started you know.just one day.give me a break..please...and ever since this semester has began, i've been burning mid-night oil..can't i just sleep earlier?? sob..moreover, tomorrow still got chemistry and physic tests and now i'm still pushing myself to do the webquest plus i need time to practise for my english oral[i've difficult with it].. really can't stand it anymore..i really wanna give up..i don't want to do anymore..but can i?? NO..sigh..no choice..alright it's deserving me right, i'm irresponsible, i'm slack...well done..all the blames are going to push towards me..well done!! i've enough of it and i can't tolerate any further..i wanna throw all my unhappiness out..i can't endure anymore..and i tell you, i'll not go back to my normal life rountine..not now..probably a week after or so..cos i really had enough...
never ending
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