*||there's no way turning back now||*

today, what a 'big' day for me..the most tragedy one..arg!!! tests. tests and tests.. oh my god.. is really the first time i didn't treat my test seriously.. do you think i really want this to happen?? NO NO NO...absolutely not!! i'm not that sort of person who doesn't care about my studies okay..haha..but at least i still treat my test seriously right..however this time round..really feel extremely disappionted with myself..i didn't put my 100% effort for my test..sob..i felt regretted about it..but really.i've no time to study..is this an excuse?? well, i'm clear that i've not been finding excuse for this..and i'm extremely clear about it..i've been doing the webquest since yesterday evening..and i didn't even stop for a moment to revise for my tests and do my homework!! the project is endless okay..i don't even have the time to bath[around 10pm then i went to bath]..see now are you able to understand how busy i am..sick..so around 11 then i began to flip through all my textbooks and worksheets to 'revise'..it's not revising at all..i'm just flipping through and know 1/10 of the content only..sigh..and now what's more is that i've fallen asleep when i'm studying...sigh..is really too tired for me..hence during the morning..really read through my physic and chemistry textbook hastily..sigh..in the end..the tests that has came out is sooo difficult..die..surely failed..i'm so regretted that i've not studied well for my chemistry since the questions that has came out.it looks like almost all the answers could be found inside the textbook and worksheets..sigh..furthermore..i didn't know that the physic test..we've to study the terminal velocity...i didn't know that cos i thought teacher didn't went through so it wouldn't come for our test but in the end..sigh...how i wish to turn back the time and plan my time well...i should concentrate more on my tests first right..so stupid..sigh sigh sigh..can't help it..i'm so regret and tired now since i've not slept well yesterday..sob..tomorrow racial harmony day..gosh...have to wear ethnic costume and i'm sure i'll find myself looking rather funny tomorrow cos i'm not suit to wear ethnis costume..tomorrow i'll really become the joke of the day...
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