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well, first news to tell for today and it's pretty a good news to me ya. i've PASSED my eva gold practical exam!! yupiee! yesterday i was having the exam at HQ and it was indeed TOUGH. tougher than i had expected, but there's no use complaining right. so the only way out, is to put my effort to it. we were been taught how to set up improvised stretcher, manual stretcher when crawling under the tunnel and evacuating casualty underneath and up wall. initially, i was doing rather well[what i think], carrying stretcher and so. however, the crawling under tunnel had ruined my spirit and i've no mood to do anything. i just simply can't carry the casualty through the tunnel. yar yar, i thought it's bcos i didn't have my breakfast but, it NOT. it's really tough, can! and this was practice only. god. so during the actualy exam, i was so panic-stricken. and when it was my turn to do the crawling through the tunnel, i was like going to faint soon. crawling using the 'backward' method which has been taught and i've got no choice but to really pushed myself very hard. and the mam pushed a chair in the tunnel, okay i just kicked it. and i try to use the 'cradle movement' method instead bcos my pant is dropping. god! but it ends up doesn't work for me. it simply too hard to evcuate that way so i've to use back the 'backward' method again and tried my very best okay. and guess what, i end up getting cuts and blue black everywhere and it's aching now okay!! it's serious okay, i bet no one has the same serious wound on their hands bcos i've used the wrong way to push myself forward. besides, i've tried so many times. and the later section whereby i've to set up a improvised stretcher using bandages, my mind suddenly 'blank out', i was there don't know what to say, no word came out from my mouth!! *stunned* god. guess i've experienced shock during the pervious section. CRAWLING!! and there goes, the following sections, i didn't seem to be in my world, couldn't set myself down and do the method properly. prayed the sirs didn't noticed it. i tried to pretend that i'm 'conscious'. hehe. i'm still in my 'SHOCK' mode. and i was praying to god, really, i was praying when they were annoucing our result. god. i was so nerve-racking at the moment. bcos i don't think i've done well and furthermore, they were stricted okay. and when they annouced that i've passed, THANK GOD. i was so thankful to god, okay. feeling totally happy for myself and i was feeling high after that.hehe:) phew*