Wednesday, November 01, 2006

*||losing my sanity SOON||*

hees:) finally come to blog again. honestly, actually i was so eager to publish my entry this evening. lot's of thing to write ya and i'm kinda missing my blog recently[i'm mad]. hehe. but then, out of sudden, i don't seem to have the mood to do so. sigh. urm so today, i've collected my report book. and of course i'm utterly UNSATISFIED about my result but i was there feeling relieved in the meantime. bcos, i've PASSED my english and promoted to sec4 express next year!! not advanced okay. yea yea, horray:)! and indeed my level position has improved as well ya. all these worth for a celebration ey? haha. however, my overall percentage has dropped and that was a disappointment to me. sniff... i'm so confused now! urg.. oh god. better drop this topic before i start to puke any more nonsense here. so yar, today was definitely a awful day for me. gotten walked a whole big round to board lrt at rumbia station. bcos machines at bakau station were broke down this morning and i can't buy any standard ticket for myself. but luckily, i was not late for lesson then. NEARLY okay. phew. what a 'day' for me ey. urm now coming to the serious matter, urm...i guess i won't be blogging anymore for these two months UNLESS there are any -special- thing to mention about, ya. bcos, i'm not in the mood to publish any entry nowadays. lastly, i just want to mention that, yea! i've read an novel this few days and i'm going to finish it up soon, gotta carry on with my nicholas sparks' novels after that[hope i've got the time]! yea, it's simply nice okay and i totally agreed with calla! gonna buy MORE![if i've the cash with me] haha:) *time for medication* haha. got to go!!

-tension[NO] confusion in the air-


i'm not being myself nowadays,
what's going on?!
i want to be what i used to be once,
but how?!
i'm totally confused now...
i couldn't find my way back;
and this seems to be utterly bad.
any kind soul out there;
PLEASE do me a favour,
help me find myself..

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