today was another schooling day and i was so sleepy. urm honestly not really the case but just feel a bit sleepy, ya. and guess what, today we've quite alot of free period. haha. able to do some of my homework but frankly there's not much i've done indeed. sigh. amaths gotten retest and i've...FLUNK again!!! sigh. and you know what, it's because of my really sickening bad habit - CARELESS that has caused it. i just can't stand it anymore. sniff sniff. i've failed and i've to retest again. sniff sniff. what happened to me? really, what had happened to me? always being careless, is it i've started to CARE LESS?? sigh. thinking so hard to dig the reason out. wonder what will happen to me if it is an examination paper. am i going to.......? well, today was rather not a good day. [indeed that's isn't any day that i'm feeling happy of.] witnessed an ugly incident. one of my classmates had finally burst out. agitated and was so pissed. guess i'll be the same if i was in his shoe. my mind was like swirling around, thinking lots of things that had happened ages ago. bring back the memory that i've been always hidding it inside my unconscious mind. at that time being, i was like feeling sorry for him,ya? and i was so down at this moment with the failure that i've experienced just 15minutes ago?sigh.guess i should end here, or else i'll be thinking wildly again.
sorry?
you won't feel the pain that the others had experienced,
unless you experienced it YOURSELF
there's no used if you said that you're able to understand the feeling of others,
unless you experienced it YOURSELF
the hurt, the pain will alway seeped into your mind; be part of your memories
and it will never-ever-wear-off.....
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