well, god is not siding me once more. and i've to emphasize it again - GOD IS NOT SIDING ME! it's getting on my nerve again. stupid!! i'm so agitated about it. i've promised myself for not going out tomorrow but in the end, i still have to go out. damn it! it just ruining my plan for all this while. it doesn't have the right, can. always doing the opposite way that flared me up so MUCH. what the hell. i just want to focus on my studies nowadays, can't it just gives me some space for it. i've enough okay. can you imagine when the moment i heard the grave news, i was just losing my sanity, jumping and shouting across the room madly? ARGH!! i just can't tolerate any further. how i wish to get off this misery live. QUICK! lets make the time wind forward and skipped those moments of misery and torturing live. sick. i just couldn't described how i felt now, right at this moment. feeling happy a few minutes ago and turned me back into misery the very next moment. god just want to be 'fair' to me.
*BAD MOOD*
enough of it
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