hey..back..sigh..now so run-down..having a bad headache now...sigh...last night didn't sleep well.. or rather should i say..i didn't even got to sleep for last night?? sigh.. yesterday received a call..telling mii that today i've to go and meet the teacher... gosh...our group haven't prepare finished our draft...die..how are we going to tell the teacher about it...sigh.. thinking that my content haven't finish yet...headache..feeling so stressful..however, i should not just give up right..gonna do finish my content..so i decided not to sleep..gonna burn mid-night oil..haha...determination firmed..i tell myself i'll not sleep..so there i go..doing my homework.. reading storybook..i'll wait until mid-night then i'll do the content...actually now i'm feeling that i've been trying to run away from it.. don't want to do and that's why i wanted to do it late at night..so around 1 plus then i decided to do...i know myself that i'll be wide awake at night..so that's why i wanted to do my work at night..but never had i been so wide awake and energetic in the night before..strange huh.. but then the problem came.. my mum wanted mii to sleep liao.. die.. haven't finish my draft yet.. gosh..so no choice lorx have to obey her..indeed i know she's doing it for my own good...i know frankly well..but i couldn't just do it half way through and gone to sleep wah..furthermore, i've to hand it in to the teacher to check..so how..thinking hard..rack my brain..so there the solution ish...haha... i pretend to sleep..then when the moment my mum has closed her bedroom door and switched off her bedroom light...i'll just have to sneak out of my bed and do my content..haha..that's a great plan... so there i go.. carried out my plan..successful...however other problem had arose...no torchlight how??[can't switch on my bedroom light, it'll be too obvious for my mum to find out that i've not sleep]..so no choice lor..use my handphone to treat it as the source of light..haha...i know it's bad for my eyes..but really no choice liao..couldn't disobey my mum mah..and at the same time i also can't be so lazy..have to do finish my content...somemore...mei qi ish also doing the content... can't let her burn mid-night oil on her own wah..not fair to her.. so i do lorx... but i'm really quite strange huh..ish like the later it is.. the more awake i am...odd lorx.. so i do my content with enthusiasm..ish like i couldn't stop writing lorx.. full of ideas inside my mind..furthermore..yesterday evening i've went for a run with vivien... although didn't run much but it's exhuasting lex..sigh... i'm a failure lorx... can't even run for long...always have to stop half way through the running..and i've always been ended up walking...many times liao..sigh..fat people ish like that one.. no choice lor...furthermore.. mii stamina not good at all... not like vivien.. so in the end she've to walk with mii all the times... so sorry lor... i know she wanted to run but i just couldn't help it...stomach pain...legs numb and itchy...really can't concentrate on my running...wanna faint cos not enought oxygen..haha...i thought that i'll be extremely tired after the run but in the end..i'm not at all.. feeling rather awake instead... so there i went... switching on my handphone and do my content... really look like a ghost lor...cos at night i'm always awake..mind is clear..but in the morning...can't concentrate..wanna sleep lorx...sigh... that's really a bad habit..haha..cos i always feel very blur in the morning and that's why can't concentrate well during school time...can't absorb thing well.. sigh...but really don't know how to kick off this bad habit lex... frustrating..how i hope to lead a normal life..sigh... so i went to do my content..feeling a bit tiring.. just wanted to rest a bit.. but can't go out of my room wah..staying inside my room in total darkness..so i decideed to sleep lor..since i've almost finished my content..so there i went to sleep... but never had i expect myself overslept!![got alarm clock]..die..now find my whole body ish aching... so painful[i've expected this to happen]... no choice...so in the end.. i ended up staying at home...sigh...
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