*||feeling down||*

sigh..i don't feel like speaking to anyone else now..no mood..rather i'm feeling down..i've no mood to talk to anybody..seriously..today..an unlucky day for mii..plan my time so well already.. planned to go mei qi's house and do our competition thingy..after that go home rest a while and start doing my homework... i plan my time perfectly well but in the end.. wasted.. effort went down to the drain.. suddenly crop up by the red cross thingy...sigh.. been forced does not taste good at all.. driving mii crazy.. feel numb..restlessness...went for it and become the helper.. fine with mii.. went to mei qi's house to do our stuff.. getting more headache about it.. feel exhausted.. feeling my emotion ish running low at the same time... beat mii... i also don't know what's up to mii... feeling my head ish going to explode at any moment.. coming back.. feel even more moody... even my mum find it strange... cos i didn't even say a single word outsince i've come back[normally i'll at least say out something else.at least call out her name]..but not today...i don't feel like speaking at all... my mum had realised that i think..giving mii some chocolate to eat..cos it's my favourite mah..heehee=).. i ate it..feeling better now... don't feel that terrible now..haha..thanks you so much..chocolate...thank you so much for having to eat you up to brightened my spirit up..haha..lame...but i really find myself less miserable liao... chocolate is the BEST medicine for those people who ish running down and feeling miserable...haha..but i think sooner or later..i'm gonna gain weight liao.. eat so many chocolate..[indeed i've gain weight liao..i know..]however..still feeling upset..sob.. mii at fault this time... all the while i'm at fault i know... i should bear all the responsibility... i'm at fault!!! wanna kill myself..sigh
chocolate.the best medicine!!