It's been ages...

Exam has never been so stressful for me until I sit for uni papers.
I was practically tossing and turning on my bed during the second night.
Eyes blinking and trying very hard to sleep.
After 4 hours of effort, I decided to give up and got myself out of bed.
It was 5am.
sleepy and I can't sleep.
What a joke to me.
And yes, I woke up and STUDIED.
I feel very regretted for not studying hard enough
Because the paper came out to be pretty easy.
Scanning through the past year papers, I thought I won't even get the chance of scoring.
But it came out to be otherwise.
Who can I blame?
Then again, after getting an hour of nap, I couldn't sleep for the third night.
Woke up at 4.44am and continued to study.
Somehow, I was so used to the sleepless night.
But I feel regretted too.
I didn't push myself hard enough.
I could have done so much more, writing the equations.
I know I will slowly get to solve it because I saw that question before!
And it was a manageable paper.
The paper which i have sit for, didn't show the professor my capability.
I know I can do it, but I didn't show it.
Who can I blame?


This will be my last time...