Do you know what you want?

I'm quite sick today :( I guess I've caught a cold because I've been getting serious headache and shiver since ytd. Now, i'm freaking weak. Luckily, headache was under my control here.
Actually, I don't know what i want. Or perhaps I know what i want. OMG. I don't know what i'm saying. Stop thinking and that's what i can do now.
Frankly speaking, my life seems pretty good currently. I've a meaningful part-time job. I prepared tips, worksheets and tests. My mummy is nice to me and she has stopped nagging. I've wonderful friends who are always there for me. Be my listening ears and advisers. What's more can i ask for?
i'm going to enjoy these 2months. what's going to happen later on hopefully won't affect my attitude and mood for everything.