A sad news

i was all ready for work.
the interview, the shift and everything.
but as if some angels had passed this message to my grandparents,
they somehow knew it and asked me for certainty.
they weren't happy at all cause' they don't want me to work!
-.-
"how nice of them".
which means i've wasted my effort looking for a job.
my granddaddy told me i should spend the time to prepare for U.
i've 8 months for god's sake.
and i don't even know what to study.
as in how on earth would i know what to study.
different course has different thing to learn?
and let's say it's architecture.
i've to learn the history of architecture/Singapore's landscape and what not.
so does that mean i've to read those now!?
and what if i can't get into this course?
it really sounds silly, isn't it??
so well, i decided i don't care too much.
i think i'll just work straight ahead if Daiso wants me.
anyway, it's only a 4 hours' thing and it bloody nears my house.
ps: my granddaddy insisted that i shan't work despite i told him this.
frankly speaking, i don't mind working at BCH.
but now, i was sort of held back cause' i've to work till cny's eve.
and daddy only stayed over for 6 days before he flights again.
omg.
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO?!!!!