My instinct

Something is ought to be left untold.


i'm feeling restless these days.
terribly.
everything has changed.
i could no longer feel the energy in me.
one of the most absurd things is,
i haven't been tidying up my room, the kitchen, the living room, the...
books and papers are lying everywhere and they're all mine!
and yes, im unable to wake up early in the morning and can't sleep at night.
has jc's life really turned me into a moron?
okay, i think i needa long long break.
which means i'm just going to rot at home this few weeks and travel overseas during cny.
i guess i've overworked myself for these 2 years.
alright, maybe not exactly.
i'm just feeling lethargic.
lately, my instinct tells me something bad is going to happen.
to me basically.
i don't want to admit, but my instinct has been right all this while.
at least 90% accuracy.
and trust me, i guess i know when will it happen.