it's not right

man, it's so damn hot today.
so ROOT BEER is right on my desk here!
yeapyy!
my all-time fav drink :)
(yea, i know some ppl don't like the smell...)
tmr is gonna be outing day with yy and hl.
me can't wait!
gosh.
and i noticed christmas is getting close.
you know, i always LOVE christmas like MAD!
it gives you a really cosy atmosphere.
i like :)
but it seems a lil different this year.
something is not going right.
christmas sends me a surge of heart-wrenching.
why?
okay, i needa fill up a cup of root beer again.
pict uploaded soon!