bad

i just faced the reality.
i felt deeply hurt,
and that was beyond description.
i know,
it can never be the same as before.
it'll never.
for once, for twice,
i held anger within me
cause' i respected you.
but now,
i could no longer hold it back.
i hated those who said something which i don't seem to be.
and that's enough.
i forgive you,
but i'm gonna rely on myself now.
perhaps,
i didn't forgive you exactly.
i simply can't be bothered.
cause'
i'm emotionless.
i'm fatigue, really fatigue.
there's no time thinking for an solution here.
i could only focus on my studies and reach my goal.


i can merely give you a 'smile'.

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