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well,
i know i didn't keep my promise here,
but really, i need a space to puke my feelings out.
oral oral oral.
it went out bad,
real BAD i would say.
the most popular topic had came out
BUT
i was unprepared.
someone simply said that it was an 'A' level oral topic
and yea,
i had eventually listened and accepted it.
crossed out the topic and there,
i didn't prepare for it.
god.
stupid yea.
i'm so gonna turn insane i could tell.
frankly,
i didn't speak much, just craps and stuff?
AND
repeating my sentences OVER and OVER again.
duh.
okay, whatever,
nothing could be change here,
i'm just going to accept the fact that i'm not doing well.
bless Bless BLESS.
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