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hmm,
i've developed loads of thoughts out of sudden.
i realised,
people do changed.
there is only a gap apart for you to fall into devil's hands.
i ponder why.
god.
something simply linger in my mind all these while,
and i just couldn't shake them off.
seriously,
they're killing me!
i simply can't help but to feel that i'm a bad person.
no, i'm not bad,
actually i just hate bad people!
i nearly fell into devil's hands!
phew.
i guess i should feel lucky here for that,
i'm still a 'normal' person now.
but christ,
i just want to shake all these negative thoughts away.
any solution/s?
however,
after reading joanne's letter,
somehow it cheers me up a lil.
maggie,
you got to pull through!!!