||unhappy||

hees.
i hope this song is much better than the previous one ya
:)
hmm,
today was just an usual day.
nothing much to comment about
except today i've got back my report book.
frankly,
i was utterly sad inside my heart.
i supposed i've been putting on a strong front all along.
i told myself i shouldn't be weak
or should i say-
couldn't be weak.
everything has been done,
there's no way turning back.
that's what i always told myself,
but not today.
i was feeling real bad after collecting my report book.
mr arasu's comments has indeed made me ponder what has really gone up to me.
a lil 'wake up' actually.
perhaps i've been lacking motivation nowadays.
the reason of losing it, was only know just a couples of days ago.
is it too late??
well,
i'm not sure if i should reveal this.
.....
honestly,
my eyes were wet with tears when i heard his comments.
i guess i've bottom-ed up my emotions for too long
and i was always trying to lie to myself.
okay, whatever.
i've got to end these nonsense.
another sad issue is,
i'm afraid that the date with my bestie has to postpone to next saturday ya.
:[
everyone is far too busy currently.
sigh.
now,
i've this urge to cycle!!
gosh.
anyone interested???
sigh.
i doubt so.

the unhappy me.