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today was really unlucky.

i'm unwell and

there were a couple of unpleasant incidents happened

in one single day.

frankly,

i felt numb upon my cl's results.

there are improvement and vice versa.

i was really confused.

paper 2 was seriously sucks.

*simply hang myself to the roof*

however,

lest i've did my best.

i don't feel so much guilt within me bascially.

just sort of upset and feeling kinda of 'wasted'?

nah.

i've really no idea how am i going to deal with my emotions here.

i guess i'll try to be more obedient from now on ya

cause i'm simply tired.

i'm wanna be the initial old self again

cause that's the true personality of mine.