||i'm sad||

happy moments doesn't seem to last long.
yesterday was such an wonderful day for me,
and today..
well,
i guess i'm totally break down.
gotten back my chemistry test paper
and frankly,
i couldn't believe with my own eyes.
19/30
for SUB chemistry!!
god.
i supposed this is the worse mark i've ever gotten
especially when it comes to sub subject.
alright,
this is the first chem test
yet
what incredible score i've gotten.
sob*
it's an disastrous.
suddenly,
i've this urge to switch back to pure
and simply gets some better score out of it.
urgh.
it's ironic.
totally is.
but i couldn't resist myself from saying that.
sigh.
though,
i ended up getting a 21/30,
still,
i'm utterly DISAPPOINTED with myself.
i hate it.
alright,
i simply couldn't boost up my spirit here
and i guess this's gonna last long.

my mood sinks hard into my shoes,
out of sudden,
sadness overwhelms me leading
my throat feels raw and sore.
tears are welling up in my eyes...

where's my comfort?