well,
finally, i'm able to spare some time on my blog now.
since i'm unable to blog more frequently ,
i bet this blog is doubtlessly going to be really very deserted.
okay, fine.
recently, there were so much problems arose.
sometimes,
it really leads me into a whirlpool of confusion.
the question of switching to combine sciences still swirling in my mind for the past few days.
it gives me headache frankly.
somehow,
it makes me having doubts on my ability to cope with pure sciences
really,
there's pros and cons of switching to combined
alright,
so what if you've the interest but not the capability to cope with pure sciences
this question is engulfing me deadly.
there seems to be ain't conclusion after much discussion with the teachers and my family
HOW?
how how how.
gosh.
there's no answer inside me.
even though i've decided to face the truth
still,
that's b'cos it's for the sake of my results.
sadly,
i didn't follow the path of what my mind thinks.
that's b'cos i couldn't.
i bet i'm gonna crazy soon later

betraying my heart for sake of results.
perhaps i'm wrong to think that way,
but it's true.