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sigh
i was about to change my blogskin
but come to think of it,
frankly,
it's pretty troublesome huh.
perhaps i'll only make the changes if
weekends has approach.
why not?
hees.
yesterday was pretty much of a revision day for me.
revised for my chemistry TEST, i meant.
however,
the test has postponed to monday.
sigh.
that means i'll have to revise the two chapters AGAIN..
gosh.
but, whatever.
i've been thinking lots of things recently
which i really couldn't understand why
is that so.
those memories simply came back to my mind from nowhere.
honestly,
i'm pondering why.
i've that surge of regret-ness within me
and it seems to engulf my soul alive.
alright,
i'm not exaggerating okay.
it's true.
i've came to a point whereby i'm asking myself this question again.
whether i've made the right choice of switching to combined sci or not.
though,
this issue was already over,
i just couldn't set myself down and focus on what is aheads of me.
i'm in a dilemma, you see.
okay, i know the choice i've made is for the sake of my results
but
just like always,
i miss pure and by looking at the pure teachers
makes the feeling even stronger.
*sob
okay, it sounds that i'm a 'betrayer' in the sense eh.
but,
NO CHOICE..
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