||it's sad||

=(
my grandparents have went back to
HK
today
and
somewhat,
i feel a gush of emotions ran through me.
perhaps i'm having my mood-swing here i guess
actually,
i feel guilty for not spending enough time with them for the
past one month
and i know it was a big mistake to make.
i only came to an 'enlightment' (if there's such word) just a couple of days ago
but
well
i know it was too late then.
nonetheless,
i'm trying my best to cover for it.
even though they've been nagging or over protected me at times,
i understand they're trying to care for me.
but don't worry,
i guess i'm gonna travel to HK after my Os
whee
=)
so i'm gonna live my life to its fullest
once again!
hees

recently, my floodgate of emotions opens so frequently
and it hits me hard
pondering what had happened to me frankly...