||blue mood||

haa
i guess i'm losing my sanity recently
i've been 'acting' all these while.
i mean as in,
i was like playing a role for some sort of drama serial ya
OUT OF SUDDEN?!
acting and 'cheating' others as if they had owned me money
what's that?!
i'm super abnormal here.
however, i was not aware of that,
till someone had told me today??
how crazy i am eh.
gosh
i guess i'm too stress up and here i am,
trying to destress myself
by acting just like a fool.
BOO~
there is definitely something wrong with me ya
oh my god
am i having some sort of symptoms of getting mad??
shit.
and by the way,
i've been forgetting things for the past few days
well,
seriously,
what's up to me recently?!
urgh~

for the sake of cracking up

FATIGUE
really got to catch some sleep else i'm sure i would dead from OVER fatigue.