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i'm uncertain for what i've decided. the decision of switching has already made. however, i still remained uncertain for that if i've made up the right choice or not.
my parents have adviced me to continue pure sciences to at least give it a FINAL try. i was feeling uneasy then; till now i guess.
there are pro and con for taking combined or pure sciences and today was chemistry lesson. indeed, i was hesitanting if i'm might as well just switch back to pure. but i was held back, thinking about the pro side of taking combined, i chose to stay. frankly, it was sad to leave pure but at the same moment, i was concerning for my results for Os. till now, seriously, i'm not sure what could i do. taking back pure sciences is wasting my time if i happen to switch back to combined again isn't it.
urgh~
honestly, i'm already lost in the dark, struggling for help, hoping that there'll be some kind soul that will help to pull me through. however, i couldn't seem to find any.
really, i need HELPS!! :(

i'm NO longer happy-

really, what's the point of taking proficiency test-s
if you ended up choosing combined?