||the 'gift'||

i'm utterly PISSED by my condition now! argh~ i've been living UNDER a disfigured and distorted face for the last few weeks and really, i'm feeling relieved that i've recovered. however, things doesn't seem to be going too well currently, at least for me ya. really, i'm sick of my life and every now and then, i've been wondering if those kind of life are really mine. the grave news has came to me yesterday which i'll never let it to engulf up my life again; NEVER. and that is chicken pox. oh please, i've gotten these chicken pox for the second time okay and sometimes, i really feel that it's some people's business. how could i get those thingy the moment i woke up from my nap?? it was way too concidence isn't it? but i couldn't deny that i've my fault as well. sigh. TWO WEEKS; two weeks!! oh christ, i've to stay at home for so-so LONG. what the hell. boo~ i MISS school, i MISS my classmates and i MISS my lessons!! oh god. can u imagine of yourself being the one who's staying at home for the entire TWO weeks!! eek! i'm so sick of that. i'm getting dead boring at HOME now, with nothing but homework that is accompanying me here. urgh. my birthday is advancing and look, these is the BIG gift for me eh.


i can't celebrate my BIRTHDAY!=[

recover; Recover; RECOVER
GOD, please HELP me!