*||what a 'DAY'?!||*

well well well, today seems utterly BAD for me. sigh. unhappy day ya. heard a grave new right in the morning, saying that i've got 73/100 for cme. god! how could i be getting this sort of result?! sigh. and i'm really the very odd one out that has gotten an A2 for it whereas the others simply got an A1 straight ahead of me. really, what's going on with me?! is that true? saying that i've no moral at all? but, really i just couldn't get it, why would i've to get such a low mark. sick. however, honestly, yar i can't deny that i've not enough moral and that's the fact i should face right. i've predicted my future. furthermore, i still have to receive a letter from the science department, telling me that i've to go for the qualifying test which i've knew it ages ago. two test okay. sigh. i just couldn't control my emotion. i was there feeling so-so sad and DEPRESSED. it's obvious, can. and that really causes me to lose concentration in lesson. i don't even have the mood to listen at all. what should i do? my mind seems to run away from my soul and that's horrible. not only that, right after school, xue ying and i were going to call and make an dental appointment with the whatever dentist. guess what, she's just so -having bad attitude-, ya? and i've told her my ic numerous times yet she just can't get what i said, moreover, she thought that i didn't answer her or whatsoever. and there goes, blah blah blah -don't feel like mentioning-. there she goes, cut off the line. what the hell. can't she tell me that she couldn't hear before she cuts off the line? and she seems to be so agitated about it. it's not my fault, okay. how can i go to a quiet place whereby i'm using a school public phone, for god's sake?! okay, nevermind, today's just another devastating day for me, i just simply have to endure and that's it. everything will be fine sooner or later.*comforting myself*