*||troubled water||*

oh no, what's up to my blog?! having error all these while and i can't published anything that i wanted to. sigh. so i guess this entry is suppose to be some sort of testing here, ya. *fuss over* sigh sigh sigh, yesterday was a terrible day for me. *sick* gotten some sort of 'scolding' by my dad in the sense that i've not planned my dec holiday well. well, honestly, i really can't understand what he's thinking about. i've planned my holiday perfectly well, okay i meant ya. gotten revise for the entire sec 3's work and prepare for qualifying test. isn't that, perfectly well? yet he said that i've not, bcos i didn't let myself rest; i should be giving my mind some rest now so that i'll be able to move on -and so on-. look, how can i abandon my work right at this moment and enjoyed my holiday? i'm not in that mood, okay? and i'm so agitated about it, let me emphasize, NOT flared up but agitated. and i guess somehow i've been OVERLY agitated ya. feeling a bit guilty for what i've done to my dad and guess what, i've gotten some kinda of counselling by my dad in the end. don't say that it doesn't work for me, it works can!! i'm feeling better now and i was there feeling that my mind seems to be 'clearer', ya? however, what i felt upset was that, i've to go back to hong kong after qualifying test. one week only and it's wasting money okaay. i'm feeling so guilty that i've been troubling my parents all these while and bcos of me, they doesn't seem to be enjoying their 'holiday' as well. sigh. it's all my fault, getting them to 'co-operate' with me. but then, i realised that i've a dental appointment on 28 dec. *headache* so i guess i've to go back before the test, ya. prepare everything beforehand-

troubles are strangling me recently
and i'm difficult in breathing now.
~GOD, can you help me drain off all these troubles
and let me have some peaceful moments??

-nothing seems to be more important that time-