Monday, October 16, 2006

*||exam's over??!!!||*

well, well, well. guess the date is due huh?? hehe. finally post an 'actual' entry! haha. and guess what, exam is over?! at least mine has over, sad for those who still have to take their geograpghy paper tomorrow. sigh. so can you believe it?? EXAM"S OVER!! oh my god. time's really passing by so-so fast. today's the last day for the last papers. however, i just can't feel the sensation that exam is indeed over. i'm still in my exam mood and i don't know what to do now! yar yar, so that's why i'm blogging! hehe. initially i wanted to have a nap but then i realised i'll be sleeping till the very next day without anyone calling me to wake up. so. sigh. gosh, what should i do after posting this entry? i've nothing to do! but guess i'll be rotting at home, eating, and do something out of it. hehe. i've been gaining weight since these few weeks, sigh. yar yar, deserves me right. have been eating non-stop, and it's NON-stop can. guess this should be my destressing way. hehe. but it's NOT good for health, so ladies and gentlemen, DON'T follow me by trying to eat and tell yourself, you've destressed! haha. okay, i'm crazy. study until mad, i think. haha. but look, after all these few weeks of struggling and torturing, i just feel that, the whole year is about to end, ya? and i've been studying and studying. time fly passed just like that without noticing and guess what, i'm going to sit for O'level exam next year. can you believe it?! sigh Sigh SIGH. doesn't feel like mentioning about the papers that i've sat cos it brought up bad memory and i don't want to RECALL can! so yar. yesterday was rather a weird day cos i don't have the mood to study, just wanna sleep instead. sigh. and worse, the moment i read finish the topic, the next second, i forget all about it! sigh. today i was really so tired and sick. bet i must be getting sick if not, why should i feel so restless and uneasy. sigh. gotta take my temperature later on. sigh, sick again and this shows that i'm really a useless person can, can't even burnt mid-night oil. sigh. but luckily, i've manage to endure till the whole exam period and BACK home. phew. if not, who's going to carry me back home? i'm too fat to let anyone carry okay. haha. oh, talking craps again, guess i should end here instead. hehe=)
exam mood??

the feeling of
-exam's over-
doesn't develope in me.
instead,
the feeling of
-O'level's approaching-
seems to engulf me alive.


time is passing by so fast,
how i wish to turn back the clock
and walk through the whole journey again,
so that i've lesser ugly memory that
stores in my mind.

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