back again.. feel totally depressed... feel very regret lorx... yesterday do finished my a maths online assignment.. actually feel relieved about it but today... sob.. so regret that i didn't take the test seriously.. i should do it with my very best effort mah... now regret liao... sigh.. you know why i feel depressed today.. cos today the moment i woke up, i straight away finished up all my working for the a math online questions on foolscap..[some didn't write in probable manner]..then i rechecked my working if i've did correctly or should i say... rechecking my working to see if i've did my best for it?? sigh..whatever.. so some questions i don't know how to do but i can't just leave it like that right... a blank page.. so i try..i try...in the end...i got the answer!! miracle!! i know how to do... it seems that my mind has waken up finally even though i didn't sleep for last night..cos don't feel like sleeping mah...so around 5am in the morning then i started to sleep..yawn *ZZZ.. feel like sleeping now.. but i can't.. have to go school later to hand in my work.. scare later i overslept..haahaa... you know... sleepyhead ish like that one.. will never say herself not sleepy der no matter how long you've given her the time to sleep...haahaa..=).. but now really feel very sad lex.. i really loss lot of marks lorx... actually know how to do der but didn't try out and out my very best into it... feel soOoO regret now.. if i try.. at least i can gain a bit more marks mah.. somemore.. i've loss lot of marks cos of my carelessness... if not.. probably..i'm able to gain more marks liao... arh!!! kill mii bah!! leaving here is a tortured for mii!!.. so regret lorx... i really don't how to describe out lorx.. lack of vocabulary.. english fail[indeed i've.haha]... don't know how to describe that kind of feeling.. i just feel regret... and that's the only word that i can use... wanna take my heart out & neutralise it with alkalis!!..
lesson_ learnt??
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