I'm so grateful and happy that I nearly wanted to cry. OMG.
I finally realised what's the meaning of "tears of joy".
I'm gonna try my best and do v well for final because i'm given a chance for that.
:):):):):):):)

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I SEE IT.
ALL BY MYSELF.

okay, youtube videos are really really too amazing that i'm totally obsessed.
they're so tempting, i couldn't even get my butt off the chair!!
i swear.
this is seriously very bad.
i should be doing other stuff but i just can't leave my com away.
OH-MY!

I actually really missed studying already.
I swear.
It's bad waking up everyday with an alarm clock, staying up late at ungodly hour
and trying all means to keep myself awake till the night.
Despite all these, I still love being occupied with school work.
Thinking about it, I only left a few years before stepping into the working world.
I can never enjoy the privileges that a student could have again.
so people out there who are still studying, do cherish your academic years.
Anyway, I'm kind of preparing for next semester eg, printing out some syllabus and whatnot.
I know it's like "Hello, it's school holidays, girl! You should be enjoying your life right now!"
But well, I'm enjoying it! Just that I'm getting myself somehow prepared for next sem.
I LOVE LOVE buying stationary, books, files and planners. You don't know how obsessed I'm into it.
I guess i'll stop here.
And enjoy your upcoming christmas day! :)

ENDED.

YES.

NO.

STARTING.

Accept the past and embrace the future.

You got to accept the mistakes you've committed,
the wrong decisions you have made.
You regret but never dwell in it.
Tell yourself,
"The war has started."
Be brave, be prepared.
Fight hard and do your very best.
Let's fight through this war,
with wounds & injuries,
AND survive.


"Never let the past holds you down"

i know He is teaching me a lesson.
Everything happen for a reason.
I'll endure all the pain and unfortunate events which are happening on me.


"I'll stay strong."

Omg, prof is so horrible that he is gonna include all the content that he's gonna cover into a quiz.
OMGGGGGG.
scream, ppl, scream!
I was like stunned when i heard him saying that. *jaw dropped*

YES, GONNA BE OPTIMISTIC :)

I HEART MY CAMERA...

and i saw it dropping on the rough ground totally hurt me.
oooooh my...
"are you okay?"
I picked it up and
oooooh NO!
the paint and lens...
*speechless*
my heart cried for ya, camera,
bcos you don't deserve to be treated this way...



MY DARLING CAMERA~~~~

I thought recess week is a great week for me.
But it turns out bad.
I've to prepare a lot of things which includes tutorials, lab report etc.
It's really scary to see how time flies day after day.
It's scary...
Better chase after the time before it's out of my sight!


"YES, I CAN DO IT"

1 MORE DAY!

OH LORD, HOW NICE!

Even before recess week, i'm gonna shop already.
Nail polish and whatever that are nice and pretty,
HERE I COME.

Yes, i'm here b'cos i'm too tired to do anything except watching videos online & doing other nonsensical things.
Well, i guess i should really count down to the days to RECESS WEEEK!

>>>>> 3 more days! (i'm including this sat and sun into my recess week too :P )

Oh gosh, really can't wait!!!
I'm in need of long hour sleep and shopping.
I do still remember week 1 & 2 were my energising weeks.
I could do so many things without feeling tired/demoralised.
And right here, i'm like a sick owl. (you know, like all the feathers are dropping and looks really crappy)
Basically, i'm just too lethargic/lazy to tidy myself.
Oh yea, i have bought a few nail polish for the past few weeks.
will upload photos soon and they are really pretty! :)

Just to update a lil.
Life has been quite bad due to the numerous quizzes, presentation, project for the ongoing weeks.
Yes, with the addition of violin lesson, street jazz lesson as well as tuition.
It's really getting the hell out of me.
But yes, i'm gonna pull through.
Seriously not the time to give up when you know that you can plan your timetable and make the best out of it.

okay, tadda.


"NO PAIN, NO GAIN"

JUST.SHUT.UP.

Whenever i have lab session, that day will be my most mentally + physically exhausted day of the week.
It takes a day to recover.
And there wont be any 'free' wednesday for me starting from next week.
Oh lord.
Have i added too much load for myself this sem??



"Think POSITIVE"

Omg, the only thing i'm happy about...  :):)

What i can say is i'm feeling really really down right now. There were times i thought anxiety disorder has gotten onto me. I was so nervous & stressed whenever I thought of school. There were times i thought depression has hit me down hard. I had no clue who i really am. It's like scattered puzzles trying hard to get themselves back into their original positions. I need silence so that i could find peace in my mind.

School term is starting soon and perhaps it's gonna be another round of blogging session during the period. All i can say is school life is boring and hectic. What really get me excited about the term is CCA! Seriously gonna look out for some interesting CCAs to join. Prettytuff is a MUST for me to workout and enjoy. Considering string orchestra or whatever instrumental related CCA. Sports is really a no-no for me even though i would really much like to join (dislike the competition part).
anyway, recently im very into bling-bling & DIY stuff :):) Gonna design 3 more t-shirt for F3. I already have a close-to-finish design in my pocket. so yep, really really excited to get them print out and wear :):) It feels good to wear something of your own design because you know what kind of design you want. Most importantly, it's unique in each and every ways. okay, enough of this.


"pain is temporary, pride is forever"   ----- what a lovely quote pierced on Marcel Nguyen's chest :)

i can't imagine im gonna turn into a human PIG soon.
2 weeks in HK is no joke.
basically just eat, Eat and EAT > shopping.
oh no!! *screams*
people out there, you know who you are,
PLEASE drag me out to exercise after im back from hk!
anyway, i can't wait for cycling, k-ing, sentosa-ing, bballing, etc..
life will taste like water if there's no plans.


"i know what i want" :)